in need of a smile =|

bf decided not to come to va; b|c he'd rather see me spend my money on something else. WHERE DID THIS GUY COME FROM ? when i read the msg, i think my heart almost popped out my chest. I still haven't done it yet, because I'm gonna see if I can get help with my laptop. I don't want it to actually register that I won't be seeing my bf in 31 days =\ makes me sad.