by myself.

sooooo; my nite is all fucked up. Ty very much. Great nite w|the best that came to an end &that was cool. Tired of going the xtra mile to show i care jst so it is perceived as a bitch bein xtra since i'm blowin yu up &shit. Knwin that if i would've jst let it be...there would've been a prpblem. So now i'm feelin all fucked up &lonely. Dnt wanna tlk to anyone..b|c i'm sure they will be no help. Dnt wanna tlk to him b|c i aint got shit to say. Except i love yu &goodnite. Ugh ugh ugh. I feel like i need a frickin shrink.